Finding the balance

Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance, you must keep moving. - Albert Einstein

To find the balance in life is no easy task, i'm still trying to find the balance in my life. It takes time to find it, the road down might be tough but i believe i would survive. 
I'm trying to keep moving to find the balance in life, i'm trying to adventure out and find the really me. i am still me, it's just that when you grow up you will and you might have lost yourself in the crowd. Losing yourself in the crowd is like losing your soul, losing who you are and it just seems that you are a walking dead. Honestly speaking, letting yourself out is not easy so is letting go of your past and keep moving on. 
I thought i've always been moving on but i just realised all i did was searching for you in the crowd and pretending everything is okay. Yes, i like to complicate my life and contradict myself, at the very least that was what i used to be. Never did i realised, by letting go i'm freeing myself from all these tortures. I'm not going to make any promises 'cos nothing is meant to be promised and nothing would last forever. 

至少我不会再想那么多，我不会要求自己把事情都做到最好。当一个女强人好累，好辛苦。现在的我只想当个能让自己快乐的我，我不要再让自己感到伤心或难过。
我能多骄傲不堪一击就倒 。一个人到底可以有多少种面具，一个人到底可以在多少人身上找到别人的影子。
我想我已经找到我的答案了。。。