Me

Sitting alone then did i realise.
I'm only left with myself
so much for being a good daughter, a good friend, a granddaughter, a good person.
then did i realise, who really cares abt me.
who really knows how much i'm suffering inside.
who really knows how much effort did i put in.
who really knows that i'm actually not as brave/strong as i may seems to be?

Tell me what's the meaning of family?
Tell me what's the meaning of friends?
And tell me how to get stronger.

I guess no one would exactly knew how terrible i feel right now.
I'm always alone but i always show a brave front.
Others say that i'm their happy pill.
Others say that i'm 'crazy' as i get too excited sometimes.

But who am i exactly?
What am i exactly?
How am i exactly?
When am i exactly my true self?