I'm exhausted

我累了 假装接受人都有秘密的
我累了 假装习惯了被忽略的不快乐
当你吼着生活不是浪漫的
凝望却没辩驳
但心里有些什么 死了

It's tiring and exhausting to be a nice person.
I always have a question in my mind, what are friends?
Who are my friends? What purpose do they have?
I think i'm exhausted by all these questions and the hectic life I'm facing now.
I really miss those days, those days that I can care-freely do things that I want.
Love someone without any burden, but now What is Love?
I think i need to find that person that could unlock all these for me, but I have no idea who the person is :\

Alright, enough of ranting, off to do proj! 
안 녕~